Thank you for loving me

Sunday, March 14, 2010

ytd should be the day of our one month anni will he still rmb will he still care? if tat day all thing nv happen will it turn up like this baby really sorry i really hope u will be back... but i noe its really is impossible for tat... but i am change... i really change le is not because u wan me change is i really wan to change..

really v xin ku now... most of de dream are all abt u everytime cant slp well cant eat well who can help me? dreaming of our sweet time de time we still tgt or something tat is related to it i really v scared who can help me really really scared... everyday i have to be ok to go work happy play around but who will noe? i am really really scared to loose u who will really noe?

God i really v tried really v v tried... i am gng to be crazy soon... most of the time wad make me wake up is de reson of he not here wid me anymore n i will be awake at time i ask myself is this wad i really wan? chasing a r/s tat is gone i donnoe i jus wan him be by my side even we r still fren i am still happy God i really love him alot pls pls don take him away i really wan him God i really nid ur stength to move on to change to become a better person i am half way thru le i nid ur strength to carry on... God i thnk you i pray in ur almighty name AMEN!!!

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