yes its me aga bloging here lol... toking rubbish wahaha... of cause its me cause this is my blog =)..
god's so real nw until i cnt even hide a single thing to him lol.. cause he watches my every single action n he hear every single prayer tat i hav made... alt nw all the doubt r clear but there is still one thing i cant overcome...
i cried whole day on sat... i am so helpless till i donnoe when i will break dwn working was so tried.. but my manager he giv me beark frm 2- 3 bt before 3 mus cme back to wrk.. so i wen to trumpet praise to looking at the bk there after nt long went outside ps to slack listen to worship while sms-ing shpd = jol haha but i cried while worship... ard 2.45 wen back to wrk til 4 plus my manager let me off wrk...
am so tried till i told jas to hit me when i fall aslp but thru out the svc i cried n cried haha... b4 svc i cried cause of some thing els jol rebuke me cos of other i kanna scold bt nvm...=) jol was asking me wad abt u den? i told her abit as svc was gng to strt... worship 1st song i was damm tried almos fall aslp but sec i strted to cried aga..
being touch by god... all the thing come in one shot till i donnoe hw to react haiz... the svc was specially make for me.. this is wad jol told me after svc she told me wad god had told her last last wk... god told her tat i hav been lookin way to come close to god bt one thing tat make him cnt closer to me was i nv surrunder my life fully to god...
svc one point tat speak to me alot tat is the sec point we must noe wad r the devil plan the speaker say tat ..
there was a bro wen god bless him he say god r good but wen pro he say god r not really good it's make me think tat it sound so femilar i wonder am i the same as the bro?...
mm... another one is the one abt our thinking... our mind 95% of the tot is repeated wen u think of neg ur mind will b neg but ur mind is postive ur thinking will b all the postive tot so i mus noe hw to change my mind to godly mindset...
omg its late for wrk gtg le bb will update soon...
love;
