nearly one month didnt update as

1st com spoil

2nd kor don let me use his com

3rd lazy to blog lol wahaha...

er.... donnoe wad to blog about think...think...think...hm.. hmmm....

think blog abt my growth...yeah...

was not doing well till the time i told joleen abt somethings.... althrough she didnt say anything to tat but i noe tat she had nothing to say anymore cause she had tell me alot of time n yet i didnt listen... sorry joleen i noe i not a good sheep... i not a good shpd too.. as i didnt meet kethrine for super long time... but i really hope she is still doing well through we didnt meet up...

now den i relise i forcus on my meimei myself n other ppl rather den i forcus on my sheep kat... now she is bz doing her thing too... donnoe wad to say anymore... as i told her alot of time saying sat please come for service but yet she didnt come if i don cal her.. i cant even leave her alone how am i gng to let go her to the nyp ppl?

i donnoe now WHO CAN TELL ME!!! she has been mia for months....trying to pull her back yet i now working n she is working n studying donnoe how to help.... haiz.... donnoe how to pull her back now!!... sianz... haiz... i shldnt give up! i shldnt! i cant just give up jus like tat...GOD HELP ME!!! now i lost her no le sian donnoe who gt er... i donwan to ask frm tat idodit haiz....but i have to...haiz... sianz...

anyway 16may was the real celebration of my bday...21 yrs old le...!!! yeah!!! but everything was in the mass... as in at 1st david kor was late sian... so go find meimei jia yi den bring her to foodcourt to meet the rest after eating dinner rush down to mrt station fetch korkor meet the rest at bus stop... after tat when ahead to smu for the celebration...bus the gal wen ahead 1st den wait for the guys grp sian..but i didnt noe wad happen at all but when i was away to brought drink the ppl was spilt in to two group..

the programe gng to strt frenz call saying he reach le wah need to drag till 10 plus at strt 1st of the progame is intro den games den after tat was bday song...jul sabo me lol asked me to song alone sian diao in the end drag kaisze along to sing wid me wahaha... nxt jol came angel has been keep reminding me of jol haven come lol bt jol came wid some of her grp ppl lol... felt so werid cause only invited these ppl tat is close...

jol was the 1st person to affrim me felt normal 1st time ppl affrim me didnt cry... after tat was song persentation

1st was kel n kibry- dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui

2nd was angel, jess n sk- peng you

3rd was yao ming n kel- fen xiang

was really touch by them the song too wanted to cry but was controling myself not to cry... the mamorise of them will be alwyz in my heart...

thanks angel, yaoming, sk, jess, kel, kibry thnx for the song n time i really touch....=)

this will be my last mamory in di ... my bday celebration....

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