sat..
yeah! back to blog... love to be hold haha... today svc i felt god presence once aga.. the song n sermond speak to me...i felt so refresh once aga... but i felt soo werid n i felt tat left alone...saw hong koon n another sis donnoe who haha.. haha.. felt alone as i donnoe really tok to huiling they all n my grp nt wid me.. i kanna of lost too...
i hope tat i can be used to it ba... alt i am use to it where by my grp alwyz ps me lolx.. but now is diff... i donnoe but.... haix... anw i didnt really care much abt it... tday is the day my tear keep falling ...i felt left out n stuff but i donnoe hw to say or wad to do.. anw i am ok over all... finally i m at ease of the camp i gng to attdent as i m quite stress abt it...
kanna set? y? lolx... cause yesterday didnt go n they said tat u today no nid to cme anymore as i was late for wrk tday... diaox... reach home alrdy 12 plus 1 how to slp lol...somemore felt damm sick jus now...anyway its not worth to wrk there anymore cause is jus like 1hr $4 n its damm far frm my hse lol...
busfare alrdy 1/8 gone let say i earn one day $32 i can gt only 300 or 400 dollor per month n also haven count the money i need to use 300 pay bil 100 busfare (incase) n i no nid pay e camp money le lorx siann also mus deduct my cpf is really not enough for me.. oh god help me!! arghh!!
i hope to wrk near my hse at least i can save sme of my busfare...n sme money to pay frenz n things i nid to pay...i really hope i can work at these place tat gt nite shift atleast i every time wont slp at night ...but where can i find? lol...
job job job!!! I WANT A JOB!!!
love;
