ytd was valentine day but i didnt spent time wid guys only hahax... yeah...
ytd i am serving aga b4 tat i went late for meeting cause of my stupid bro urghh "hai wo bei ma" stupid luhx... lol... ace asked me to pay half of the camp fee 1st but i totally no money so had no choice need to pay the 110 wan sian...wad to do who ask me cos of svc dn wn go the interview haix... my fren bluff me also saying cn pay me back e $200 but until nw no news frm e person...wad can i say?
i sme time think tat wad for gng wgere by u dn even have e money to pay if borrow frm others u need to pay n if xz noe she will gng to say me aga lol... god wad cn i really do!!!! xz keep reminding me of the camp fee but do she noe wad am i facing!!! do she really utd??? i mayb will be gng to jail i mayb need to face other ppl jugdment wad can i say!!! my life is totally a mess wad cn i say? do she noes wad really happen to me? i nw also dnnoe who am i, i dnnoe who am i really im lost my ownself? who this this gal who is typing here?i do alot of thing until i dn even noe who am i nw... nobody noes wad happen only god tat noe all e pain all these sorrow i hate myself i hate it!!!!
anw ytd svc was touch by the worship take all of me by hilsong is a really nice song i love the chours part
here r the lyrics
You broke the night like the sun
And healed my heart with Your great love
Any trouble I couldn't bear
You lifted me upon Your shoulders
Love that's stronger
Love that covers sin
And takes the weight of the world
I love You
All of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ take my life
Take all of me
You stand on mountain tops with me
With You i walk through the valleys
You gave Your only Son for me
Your grace is all I rely on
I love You so, and I give up my heart to say
I need You so, my everything
is a super nice song... after svc didnt have time to eat cos all the thing end at 8.45 so rush dwn to istana park for DI affrimation nite in e end guys grp was late i didnt noe james wn to affrim me i was shock bt ok la cos i tot he will choose joleen or jeremy ok after all this we gather as my own grp den share abt wad kind of guy we like half way yao ming called me saying wn affrim me lolx after all is 11 plus oh didnt gt to eat lol but brought double chess bugres to eat wen hm wid victor lol hahax...
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