yoz.... back to blog aga yeah ...
basically alot of this happen to me this few day mmm... i don wan to say at here cause is really v v personal so can ask me wen u saw me =)...for now i will try to take time to recover from tat as seriously wen i c car or somewhere it will remain me of tat day de unplaceful day or mayb can say a v sinful day...
why am i call it a sinful day? haha... so or later i will tell u all but for now jus keep me in prayer yeah!!... ytd was my worse day yet i still must thank god caus i noe i still alive...=D mayb some other day u'll c a zombin working ard haha... j/k j/k... ytd was the day my emotion break down seriously i really prayer to god in my heart say god later am gng to lead parise but how am i gng to lead wid thing kind of thing happen to me?
i keep crying n crying non stop at home cause wen i think of tat person or other person i will strted crying n crying but wen i go out i keep praying n praying saying tat god help me don let my emotion rule me god did ans wen i reach i saw a cute sis haha.. tat is xz bro de daughter she was so cute n make me smile =) wen inside jol was praticing worship haha...
could see god really help me.... seriously ytd i really couldnt lead cos am really navours donnoe how n really scared cos nv lead b4 hehe.. but thnx to jol helped me out as i really not sure of the song. Throught ytd worship i really sense tat we really need God in our life so tat we can lead a rightous life before him xz ytd say a thing tat really make me think but i forget wad is tat le shit...
I couldnt even remember a single words
matt 21:21-22 Jesus replied, "I tell you the truth, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done. 22If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer
matt 7:7
ask and you will be given seek and you will find kocnk on the door and door will be open
dear God i come to u wid a humble heart rite now you noe wad is happening in our life lord help us over come all the problem n thing tat we afrid of i couldnt c a light show me where is ur light god only u can show only u will noe n only u will love us from who we are ppl will hurt us ppl will leave us but only u never leave us as u say in the bible i will never foresake u abba father pls help me n guide me into ur light once again i noe i not worthy i am such a sinful person but ur love was wid me thnx for remaining me wen i feel tat nth was left wid me n u told me u're wid me cause u live in me n u told me no matter wad u do my child repent i will forgive you as i had die n pay for ur sin ya i pay for ur sin n ur frenz tat surround u god thnx for reminding me of ur love once again i pray in jesus name amen...
anw lastly i wanted to say thnks to jas for the encouargement n stuff don worry worss i will be fine soon!!!... GOD WILL LEAD N GUIDE ME IN HIS LIGHT ONCE AGAIN!!
love;
