Thank you for loving me

Sunday, September 21, 2008

ytd moring wake up at 6.30 super lazy to go WFL but still when there oh shit de whole day super giddy headached seriously i donnoe hw cn i over come i my body is aching every where esp my leg super pain walk also like dunk ppl

WFL i only utd de behind part abt de grp discussion ect.. de hisory super diffcult to utd i had learn abt how to deal wid pro in many perspective ect.. by asking urself y am i angel wad had make me so angry if its a person ask urself if a did it u angry bt if b-z did de same thing do u still angry or not angry if u still angry tat mean is de thing tat they do not de person but likewise if u not angry tat mean u're angry wid de person n nt wad happen

but maybe u can pray to god so tat u can forgive de person wad for wad he/she did to you like bible say tat forgive ur emery like the way i forgive ur sin n love ur ememy like the way u love urself tat is wad god wnt us to do is'nt it?

anw after WFL wen to eat wid angel, kenneth they all as i donnoe where to go also as no one in my cg r there so i wen wid them bt i super giddy & headached lor many lack of slp plus de wherther v hot wen they eat really don feel like eating anything so just sit dwn n c them eat anw must thanks to kenneth also as keep remind me to surrder all to god he even sing singing de song surrder cos i was v scared as in the holycom no one gng to do n one person is impossible to do it in one hr but he say me u shld surrder to god instead of crying so i pray while we walking to mrt at de end god he ans xiuzhen n yaoming r helping me oh thnx god

after perparing holycom wen to pei xiuzhen eat as she haven eat so i brought papaya to eat cos she say tat only i eat den v werid she i pei her lorx after tat wen wid yao ming to meet his grp cos their grp gt visitor not long joleen came n i called wan yu to ask her where is she after tat we wen to ise cafe to meet wan yu den wait for jas to come den wen up saw angel aga haha.. she nv fail to bring a smile to me =)

svc was great alt i felt really sick n felt wnted to go home bt i stay through praise i didnt jump much as i really v v sick worship i cried ,i cried super had its a secret between god n me mayb nt cos i told angel abt it after worship my "bi ti" almos come out so ask tisuss frm jol but she don hav so asked frm yao ming

stpuid la he say i noe u sick bt no nid to cry lol i nt cos of sick den cry svc was more then work after svc really felt like gng home bt i stay until they eat finish finally she approve me to go for ushering yeah! haha... wen home after tat shower den go slp

today jus nw have a dream abt xz asking de head of de usher den kanna reject i v sacred n other dream is de leadership camp gt my name den i was like v shock its really v v werid dream haiz... gng to slp le ta ta

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