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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

today super tried den didnt wake up frm work plus was having cough n fever sian .. nid to stay at home de whole day tml mus go work den sat cnt go nid to go for WFL xz until now haven reply my sms i donnoe wn to tell katherine abt the WFL anot sian this week n nxt wekk my pay will be $8 less as i taking leave for sat plus today mc

haiz... really donnoe leh cos sat is the day we cn earn de most we working 9 hrs bt gt ministry if nv go will feel back like i ps GOD like tat if go den $45 gone sharyln also ask why donwn to come den i told her i gt church stuff ai ya she shld utd as she also a christian ma

but de point is i donnoe wn to go anot if take v ma fan wan nid to do alot of thing if nv take leave go work den will feel like i ps God some more cos of something n some one i really don feel like gng wad shld i do?

mayb this is the time of testing ba as gng to adult the same thing mayb happen so if i cnt handle how am i supose to move on like tat in de future? as like these adult ppl will be v bz wid their working life instead of ministry thing ba i hear tat these adult seldom have cg meeting or wad ever they're like soo bz lorx but seriously i hope i cn do afternoon wn as de pay is higher den gt extra allowance den cn slp until 12 also but if i go to afternoon i cnt c charsy anymore as i am trying to ask her come svc n nxt i gng to fast on chicken for de whole week n praying hopping she will convert some day if she does i will be v v happy mayb convert nt to my church but if she really convert in other church i will be happy also at least she is save by God

seriously in morning shift only ta shu n her not yet christian de rest of us already have our own church n plus these malay haha.. i really hope tat these ppl at my work place is either christian or malay n tat means almost all de soul r being save so if these ppl wn to join me in prayer n fasting u'll are welcome =)

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