Thank you for loving me

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

dotz...v tried!!! but mus wait for my hair to dry den cn slp haiz...

sad i haven been see-ing him online this few week!!anw haben been see-ing him since two month v sian....only cn c him online den tok de most sad thing is i really miss him haha... since de day i haven been see-ing him hope he is doing well haiz.... i am scared to lose him but wad cn i do? i felt so hopeless i don even have a chance to say i like you to him but wad cn i do?

he is soo bz wid his study haiz... sometime i really wish tat i am de book tat he is holding n reading everytime he free anw i jus found a song tat really saying my current feeling

here it goes

No one noticed the demise of my dream
Fearful for an eternal farewell, I cried often
I wasn't even afraid of losing it.
Because I believed that the future was something you found for
yourself.
Gazing at the starry sky, I asked what "strength" was.
Stretching out my trembling hand, I am here.
Without stopping, I will walk on.
The road before me is endless.
I can't tell anyone my true feelings.
I didn't even have sympathy for my own fate.
I want to forget about everything and fall asleep.
The days I spent with you shined.
I close my eyes, having faith that we will meet again.
If I'm able to be reborn someday in the future,
With a smile as big as I can make, I'll be by your side.
That is my prayer
I'm here
I asked the starry sky what "strength" was.
Stretching out my trembling hand, I am here.
Without stopping, I will walk on.
The road before me is endless.
You continue to walk along your chosen path, without faltering.
this is wad i really feel currently the promises until now i haven forget the words tat u told me n promised hopping at here to c u aga some other =)

sorry i cnt stop loving de person once i fall in love, he is de person tat really shine through, even i cnt even c myself, i jus cnt stop loving u cos u are my n only star tat shine inside my heart, a deep concer tat is very very dark, wen i'm scared u show a light n brighten my darkness world, i jus cnt stop loving you, cos u're my one n only tat show me the care & concer tat no one will give me i jus simply cnt stop loving u

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anyway was quite shock tat suddenly shpd got bf le as she told me tat she don have bf but went i go in to read her blog and found out she was lie-ing was quite sad bt nvm... i jus keep it as it is ba haha... as i still love her hehe... alt felt angry cos everytime say wn meet in de end ps den i nid to ask wei jie pei me go out as i donwn go home early shld stop here...

love;