Thank you for loving me

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

mmm... i really wnted to thnx god is tat everytime i had alot of problem, he will nv fail to send some one tok to me like ytd stanlyn i think he told all e thing to jul abt sun we go out to beach ect.. mid nite ard 12 plus i was kanna scolded by jas for not acc to her 1st b4 i go she was really upsad wid me n i really donnoe wad to say at e point of time inside my mind i wnted to scold him bt think back is my fault for not acc to jas abt tis ytd is really like world war alots of thing r coming out my contact was toking to while i kanna scolded by my shpd tat time i really make sure tat i don sound sad or angry cos at e point of time i was v sad n i was blaming myself y aga nv acc to her n i had promiss her to acc to her secondly is e out reach i am 1st time leadin 4 e out reach bt only jol reply me n we don hav survy form omg .... den xz asked me to do one myself ok so i wen to slp 1st today wake up guess wad i tok to my jie jie from fcbc i told her all e thing n she encourage me to stand up aga as i told abt ytd stuff plus some other stuff like i really donnoe y ppl r treat me like cuo ren more den frenz bt while chating wid my jie jie i had tis tot come thru my mind tat say "god no matter wad happen i will not turn away from aga"
alt its a really v small tot of my but i felt tat peace deep inside i donnoe i to say bt is really felt v peaceful i noe is god send my jie jie to me as she asked me tat any good or bad thing happen usually she will not like tat ask de in fact after tokin to my jiejie i felt so relax is jus like god take away my burden already i really felt so relift as thought nth happen tis is a really great blessing to me
"i promiss i will never turn away or i will not be tempted to go in bgr so fast as i noe wen i in a bgr i will fall away v easily so god giv me strength to over come i will try my best to be more self contorl god i noe u will make a way as i seems to be no way u will giv me strength for each new day u will make a way for me u'll be my guide forever.. and i will look to u no matter is good or bad i thnks you i pray in ur name AMEN!!!"

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