Thank you for loving me

Friday, March 7, 2008

wow i found one exciting thing abt god haha... i think is god plan n his timing wid drop me a vers to encouage me alot seriouly i donnoe y i was keep thinkin abt de vers jus nw ya mmm i donnoe i to say i'm really v happy lor until nw i hav a wonderful time wid di ppl yap i was feel joy n peace frm jus nw ya i really donnoe actually jus nw after as i smsin my shpd n sheepmate as my sheepmate as me wherther wn to go town tgt wid her so i reply her den i felt a ugre to read my bible n doin qt wen jul tok me she jus finish her qt soya bt i told e holy spirit tat i will do it wen i inside train den e feelin has stop den wen i was wid jul inside de train de feelin comin back askin me to do qt bt i say i am stand how am i going to do my qt den ard amk gt two seat so i wen to seat den jul follow wen she is bz smsin my leader xz i wnted to read my bible so i told jul mm i wn to read my bible le den as i read jul keep askin me thing den as continue to read i think he speak to me a vers is 2 Thessalonians 2:13-17 i hiligthed tis in my bible den wen i was worshipin in de x2 meetin after e praise i saw a pic is my bible n e vers tat i hilighted n e word stand firm is keep repeatin n repeatin n i felt v happy n peaceful den after tat li yan was askin a question tat i encouter few day ago n i donnoe hw to ans is all christian r weak tat y they nid god n becom christian? i really couldnt ans tat question wow god noe wad am i facing he is so real den wen fellowship tat time wen jul say mus be firm or smth de vers pop up in my mind n i told them den they keep askin my pastor wn to peach anw they r jus kiddin anw i nid to stand firm no matter wad n one more thing i wn to thnks him is tat i asked god y i feel so dry i cnt feel ur presence n i asked him hw cn i stay wid U n maintain e love for U as i tok he use liyan to ans my qesution i loose my passion 4 ppl i nid to admit tat i lost e passion 4 his ppl n he asked me to keep rmb e 1st love e 1st time i recived him as my lord tat time yes i am a christian 1yr plus bt i noe i am nt growing anymore i alwyz ask y am i nt growin in u oh god he told me thru last sat svc thru today teaching n i really so bless really i am really blessed n i nv regerted being a christ follower cos he will bless me n ans my pray in his timing hehe anw i hav urge to tel smth to my shpd bt i scared will stumber her i really cnt imagine wad will she do or feel wen she hear tat i really v scared she will stumble n i don hav a shpd like her le i don wn to stumble any1 els anymore once is enough i had stumble my sheepmate b4 n i told myself i cnt stumble other ppl anymore n bible also gt tel us abt tis bt shld i tel her? GOD shld i tel her anot?!!!

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