feeling rather confuss hmms... wad should i do? where should i go? wad is really purpose of this life? who am i really? hmms.... rather being alone... no i cant! no matter in time of trouble ther is alwyz ppl ard me... wanna cry wanna shout! wanna jus let it out of me the pain n anged... just wanna release it all out... NO I CANT! ppl r always ard me.. i cant cry infront of them.. they r my beloved ones... i don wn them to worry! i jus wanna be alone...
love;
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
yeah!! wahahaha few wk ago went to st jame wah!! so nice.... 3 cup wid one jar of drink r free!!! i love it man!!! dance like siao wahaha... j/k stay there till 4 wid wally jiejie n korkor wen off early..
funniest thing is the part i b4 off wrk... my ssupervies keep saying me lol...teaste me here n there lol.... but he make my job more fun wahahaha...love to wrk wid him!!...after the st james wen cab home... cause i totally KO haha... GG...
2 wk ltr went to wally huse to drink this time gt me, angel, korkor, er jie, alex n our dearest bro tim haha!!...drink till drunk..lol.. haha here r de pic...
me n alex...
wiskey n white lable
white lable
red wine...
all the drink ...
wen i drunk....
try to act cute...
lol
family... where is alex n david?
hmmms....
a kiss for angel wahaha...
lol...
try to kiss? lol
love;
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
ppl tat dn really care... wad is de use of being a nice gal? to let ppl climb on e head n shit? fo u bastrd no use of truly lov a person i jus wanna be alone....
love;
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Am I not pretty enough Is my heart to broken Do I cry too much Am I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh Should I try it harder Why do you see right through me I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break I crave, I love, I've waited long enough I try as hard as I can Am I not pretty enough Is my heart to broken Do I cry too muchAm I too outspoken Don't I make you laugh Should I try it harderW hy do you see right through me I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's real I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees I hope, I stand, I take it like a man I try as hard as I can Am I not pretty enough Is my heart to broken Do I cry too muchAm I too outspoken Don't I make you laughShould I try it harder Why do you see right through me Why do you see Why do you see Why do you see right through me Why do you see Why do you see Why do you see right through me Why do you seeWhy do you see Why do you see right through me Why do you see Why do you see Why do you see right through me
love;
jus wanna say... love some1 is so hurtful n tried... wanna cry yet i cnt being happy outside bt wasnt happy at all wad cn i do to forget? let time heal the wound...? jus wanna be ALONE!!
listen to this song make me drawn back to god aga repent i didnt really fast alt i noe i suppose to i believe jol noe she will be sad sorry jol i make u disspointed i don think i am fit to be ur sheep... i am worse... sorry jol...i not doing well too alt i seems to grow well there in adult bt i just felt like i not a believer.. i broke in tears... i fail to bring lionel back i fail to give kor advice all the thing i do i fail it all as i noe i didnt surrder to god yet i am using my own strenght to walk through this path...
everything i fail is cause i didnt let god do the work in me? jus wanna have break!! tried of all this family frenz myself i hate it i cant be hard hearted toward everybody alt ppl take me for granted bt i still will help them when they r in danger yes i hav the burden for ppl but wad is the use? i cant event do anything to help!!!! am so useless i cant bring anyone to god!! no use!! useless dump!! unworthy to be lov by anyone n every one!!!hate it!!!haiz....
me n alex...
wiskey n white lable
white lable
red wine...
all the drink ...
wen i drunk....
try to act cute...
lol
family... where is alex n david?
hmmms....
a kiss for angel wahaha...
lol...
try to kiss? lol
